I am crabby today.
Everything unfolding around me this morning is annoying me. Man,
my legs are sore. Why can’t she just wake up being nice? How
did the mess get so big when he has only been awake for 20 minutes? Did that child
really just dump an entire bag of pretzels on the floor that I just bought
yesterday? Does anyone care about me at all?
On the inside I am screaming and swearing. I want to run away from
the overwhelming demands of life and live on a remote island, alone. Or at the
very least, I want to crawl back in to bed and start the day over again in a few
hours, differently. I envy the dog just laying there in peace, without a care
in the world. Life feels so complicated and I don’t always feel equipped to
handle the daily challenges. Wallowing in self pity, feeling wronged
and mistreated, I wonder how am I ever suppose to get some perspective?
“Sing and make music
in your hearts to the Lord. Always give thanks
to God the Father for everything in the name
of our Lord Jesus Christ."
Ephesians
5:19b-20
Man, my
legs are sore. I am grateful for being able to exercise and
have the flexibility in my day to do this.
Why can’t
she just wake up being nice? I am grateful that I am privileged enough to be at home every
morning with my children through any
mood or circumstance.
How did
this mess get so big when he has only been up for 20 minutes? I am grateful for
this beautiful home the Lord gave to us over 2 years ago. The extra space has
been such a gift!
Did that
child really dump an entire bag of
pretzels on the floor that I just bought yesterday? I am grateful we have enough resources to feed our family
every single day; I know this is not the case for everyone in my community and
around the world. I am grateful for all the amazing ways that the Lord provides.
Does anyone
care about me at all? I am grateful that God is always with me; I am never alone and
His love is endless! God is always on my side and has great plans for me. God
has given me an incredible (and sexy) husband and a wonderful family that I do
not deserve. I am so blessed!
Prayer: Lord, when I am crabby and wallowing for no reason at all, please help
me to see all of the blessings You have given to me. Help me to open my eyes to
recognize how blessed I truly am. My heart’s desire is to live my life serving
You and those around me… and I can’t do that when I am looking inward, not
outward. Forgive me for my bad attitude and make me new, today!
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Its funny how I am not crabby anymore after this time of thanksgiving! Amen!
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